Once upon a time, in not too far off land lived a girl. This girl was by no means perfect or anywhere close. She awkward, odd, offbeat, free spirited, and completely genuine. And on top of that she loved herself. So, I suppose in a certain sense she was perfectly imperfect. Unfortunately, somewhere along the way she lost herself.
This confident genuine girl some how lost what made her so appealing and beautiful. This poor girl I speak of, happens to be me. Where has my love for myself gone? I do believe I left it in a speck of dust. Now, it has been formed into a dust ball and blown about..
I have been on the move since May 2009. From Colorado to Washington, my life is changing and my confidence is diminishing. I don't remember the last time I felt completely confident with myself. I realize that is, and has always been a great struggle of mine. I am not sure I have ever been willing to admit this before.
To most people, I come across as this confident and carefree woman. Little do they know, just how plagued with insecurity I am. At times, I find myself ravenously jealous and I try to compensate with being loud or gaining all the attention.
Luckily, I have found a strong sense of security once before. I know I can find it again. So, a new goal of mine to to find that confident, carefree, and outrageously sexy girl I lost too long ago and love her again. Because, that girl deserves to love herself and to be loved.
Here is my challenge: remain completely single and sex free until Megan Weber becomes the girl that everyone praise her to be: a confident, sexy, and genuine girl.
